I will be brave and have courage to press on and make it happen together with him.
Despite anymore resistance and unnecessary negative or pessimistic opinions of my mum, I will believe in my happiness and future with Jeff.
I am surrounded with friends and love ones who fully support us and I believe that things will work out in the end. Love will triumph.
But I must be strong to stand through it. My heart will be strong, I will not allow anything to tear me down. The more challenges come my way, the deeper I will dig my heels into the ground and brave through it.
I just wished that it doesn't need to be so difficult or unbearable.
As of now, I can't wait to be free and live my life with Jeff and create our own world and enjoy our own space. Though we did not yet have the plan and steps all thought out, but I believe that together we can will be able to work things out.
We do have some obstacles now, financially, but I hope that in the coming 6 months we will be able to iron out the issues. We may not have a lot of cash to spare, and we may not be able to afford a lot of comfort, but I do believe that life will not be too bad either.
This may just be yet another emotional moment bcos of the unpleasant conversations I (again) had with mum, but I'm sure in the morning, things would be alright. We'd probably have forgotten what we've said. However, my heart is set. NO ONE WILL STOP ME.
Yes, I am stubborn, and I just have to be able to make my own mistakes and live with it, right?
I really don't want to have to proof anything to her. I only wished that she can be happy for me. Sigh.. What a wet blanket.
I am soooOOOOOO pissed off I won't be able to sleep tonight. Grrrrrr~!!!
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With all my means and ability, I will not let you have the chance to make the mistake of choosing me because you make the right choice.
All mum will be the same. They want the best for their daughter. What is the best? A hubby that can shower her with $$$$ follow by things bought by $$$ then anything relating to $$$. YES! It is true is real life, NO MONEY, NO TALK or just like one book by the title, NO MONEY NO HONEY! However, they overlook one thing, the true meaning of love. If love can be compare with $, then that love will not last.
It is also true that I am a poor chap but that is not going to make me give you up cos I dare to say, I do "Rich" with love and you know it and that is why we are together.
Thank you dearest for the confident in our love. I will break you out of your cage as soon as possible and pardon my rudeness for saying this to her here.. Sorry auntie, I'M GOING TO PROOF YOU WRONG and I'm going to make your daughter that she did not make a wrong decision as what you may perceive.
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